As I am navigating my own life journey (or, chapter of healing and building, some would say), and working on turning my visions into reality, I feel the need to also share what´s happening for me in real time. And also, what current struggles I am facing.
Hopefully, this will resonate with some of you and help make you feel less alone in your journey.
From Silence to SoulChimes
Wanting so much to help women navigate the same struggles I´ve been through while also feeling a bit ambivalent because it feels unnatural for me to speak my voice like this. I am slowly finding my own power within and getting to know her. Yet, bringing that same power into the world through speech and video feels intriguing and terrifying at the same time. I´m working on identifying the root cause of it so that I can turn it into pure power instead.
For my astrological friends, my Chiron is in Gemini in my 1st house. According to the great internet this means having a deep wound touching upon communication, identity and self-expression. So as I am getting this wound up into the light, I´ll be able to better work on healing it. I´ve always had an easy way putting others first, either practically, or emotionally as my Pisces moon is a sponge to other people´s emotions. I´m also a twin (and a big sister as well) so I´ve always had to consider other people´s wishes and put them before my own. At the expense of my own identity and wishes.
So, yeah, feel free to follow my journey as I explore this department.
My current reality
- Working on buying my ex our of our house, 1.5 years after our relationship ended. We still live together.
- Taking care of my 6 year old son 24/7 as he recently underwent epilepsy surgery (brain surgery) and is in recovery mode still.
What are you currently working on, in your self development or healing journey?
